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"all that hates gonna burn you up, kid." "it keeps me warm at night."

(via zombiesarecute)

this whole thing just makes me ill. i am a michael jackson fan. i always have been. and every time i brought him up to anyone i would get a stupid joke about little boys or some shit. now the man dies and all of these people are calling it a tragedy. are you kidding me? because he’s dead you’ll acknowledge that he was a human fucking being? worse, though, are the people actually MAKING JOKES or saying “he deserves it he molested children” excuse you. keep your mouth shut and have some fucking respect until the day you become God and you are able to decide who deserves to die at 50 years old, until you’re able travel back in time and see what michael did or did not do. if you didn’t like him, that’s cool, i feel you, but he died today and left behind a family 3 children and millions of fans who don’t want to hear it right now.

mansions

i swear, i swear i knew it all along
went upstairs when i knew that you had study hall
and i cared if you talked to the old man in the sky
so scared that you’d let me touch your body and i wouldn’t say no
no, i wouldn’t say no

and i was so full of shit
cross my fingers, clench my fist
picture myself inside her kiss
and fall asleep, yeah, hypocrite

lipstick, you looked worse than you ever did
and i said i had climbed so far over it
so i looked for an easier knot to untie
someone who would let me touch their body and i wouldn’t say no
no, i wouldn’t say no

and i was so full of shit
cross my fingers, clench my fist
picture myself inside her kiss
and fall asleep, yeah, hypocrite

i was the strangest of thieves
pick all the locks and then leave
to go home and fantasize about the things
that i could have had if i opened up that door
but, that’s not how i want it anymore

and i was so full of shit
cross my fingers, clench my fist
picture myself inside her kiss
and fall asleep, yeah, hypocrite

bayside

drink up, beautiful
i’ve spiked your cup with angst and a heart attack
i’ve got so much trapped, it’s all because of you
so i figured you might like some back

and when i see her, i’ll tell her what’s been on my mind
all these sleepless nights
she’ll recite her excuses, put my tail between these legs of mine
like i do all the time

can’t live my life
knowing you’ll be in his arms each time i blink my eyes
know what goes on behind my back every night
afraid i’ll never leave… afraid i’ll never know what’s good for me

and when i see her, i’ll tell her what’s been on my mind
all these sleepless nights
she’ll recite her excuses, put my tail between these legs of mine
like i do all the time

and now you say that, you say you love me
while i may have your heart, he has your body
and now you swear that you’re being honest
but you’re not honest and you never could be

and when i see her, i’ll tell her what’s been on my mind
all these sleepless nights
she’ll recite her excuses, put my tail between these legs of mine
like i do all the time

4 years done and over with and i have dick to show for it

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rexs:

Well I’m going to start by saying this will offend most people.

“Everything happens for a reason,” when I see that quote it drives me absolutely insane. I see this quote everywhere and hear it at times from people and I just have to bite my tongue, but what I want to say is… If everything happens for a reason then life is predetermined and that means you have no real choice in the decisions you make like a programed robot or that you are simply a physiologic process at the whim of the physical world with no free will. The person you are or your loved one is, brother, ect., is the person they are based on the decisions they have made, so in the fairy tale world of “everything happens for a reason” they are simply good because they were made that way, not because they choose to be that person. Its time people start taking a little responsibility for who they are and what they choose to do. I understand that this is not easily applied when you lose a loved one because I have no explanation for that other then hopefully the person they were lives on through you, but i see why people resort to the comfort of that saying for reason and justification. People use “Everything happens for a reason” as a comfort system because the truth is they don’t want to face the facts and take fully responsibility of their actions(choices) which entails who they have become. If we had a generation of people that understood that everything doesn’t happen for a reason, and that what they do does make a difference then mankind might start having a story of progress instead of this futile addition of zero’s.

-rex

this is something i say ALL of the time and i love that someone else made it sound good. i know most people are comforted by “everything happens for a reason”, but i think it is a deeply disturbing thought. the idea of control over my own actions and of personal responsibility is a huge thing for me, one of the reasons i’m straight edge, and to even think that some higher power is taking the credit for my success and failure just does not fly with me. i wish some of the people i knew would grow the fuck up and realize that NO ONE can change your life but YOU.